

“I hear several: a really deep ‘demon’ voice that says unintelligible words like ‘nachlichin’ and shit. A really deep ‘demon’ voice that says unintelligible words like ‘nachlichin’ and shit. When there is death or a rampage on the news i hear ‘you piece of shut, that could have been you.’ Tells me names of guns I’ve never even heard of to kill with….It will never stop. I feel like he is always just right there beside me telling me to kill every one. I’m Told I am disgusting and a terrifying person by him. Always telling me scenarios of killing them all, going on a complete rampage and killing myself. And when I’m extremely happy….When I’m in public or around family is when it is at it’s worst. The few times I get to be alone in my head is when I smoke pot. I used to wake up in the middle of the night and tell her ‘he isn’t here.’ I would stare around my room and house like I’ve never been there before. I used to ask my girlfriend if she heard it too when that first started. As if my neighbor is getting stabbed or something. He has a very deep voice and is there more often than not. Constantly giving me ideas of death and destruction.

I have reached the point where I can tone them out, and completely forget they’re there.”ĩ. One tends to be sadistic, as the other is usually encouraging. “I have a little girl who whispers songs softly to herself when I’m alone and a woman who cries when I’m in public.”Ĩ. I have a little girl who whispers songs softly to herself when I’m alone and a woman who cries when I’m in public. I see a tall man who just stands in the corners sometimes. “Most of the time I hear a little girl crying and whispering. Most of the time I hear a little girl crying and whispering. They keep clapping and clapping and laughing, like in a playground. And one that whispers and tells me that I should keep going because at some point, something is going to happen and the other two will go away.” One that tells me I am better than everyone and that I should be queen of the world, more or less. One that tells me constantly how worthless I am and how I should just kill myself.

‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Oh, I wish I was like you.’ My coworker says, ‘Your just so calm and together all the time I wish I knew your secret.’ ‘Kill yourself’ I smile ‘Kill yourself.’ I say thank you and living life in each moment can make anything easy. My side hurt, he stands behind me breathing. ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill Yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ He’s back behind me. ‘FUUUUUCKKKK YOU!!’ She’s selfish and evil. ‘KILL YOURSELF!!’ She steals energy from everyone around her. ‘Kill yourself.’ I work with a vampire I can’t stand her. kill yourself.’ ‘Why don’t we get that gun, it’s easy.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ The man still stands there points to the women I work with, he shows me which ones are people I can trust. ‘Shut up!’ ‘kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Why the fuck do you try?’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘This weekend…. ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘FUCKING DIE!!!’ ‘Kill yourself.’ Man starts breathing down my neck, he moves away before I can see him…. ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘FUCKING KILL YOURSELF!!!’ ‘Kill yourself’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill Yourself. ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘Kill yourself.” ‘Kill Yourself. It’s so normal and between every breath…. I smile say I’m excited for the weekend as well it’s always nice to see my friends. People are standing around talking about there normal stuff, kids, shopping, weekend plans etc…. ‘Kill yourself.’ ‘FUCKING KILL YOURSELF!!!’ He also tells me God is dead and not to believe in Him. That it’s just natural selection to kill them. The voice tells me to kill people at my school and that I am superior to them. “I hear one male voice distinctly and the rest is just faint whispering and deep breathes. It’s currently 4:00 am and I’ve been in bed for 5 hours listening to a small girl screaming ‘IT HURTS’ inside my head.”Ģ. “My pharmacy is out of stock of my medication until Monday. It’s currently 4:00 am and I’ve been in bed for five hours listening to a small girl screaming ‘IT HURTS’ inside my head.
